I don’t think i’m meant to be in a relationship. Somehow they just don’t work out for me. I dont know if it’s me, it probably is. Or i just look for too much, even if I get enough, i guess it’s never enough. I’m thankful & appreciative for everything they do for me, but I guess I get annoyed easily. That every dude that comes my way tends to be an example from the past and I don’t want that I’m easily frightened that i’m going to chase them away with the way I act towards my pasts. I’m not a bitch, but I am hard to handle. I know what i want, i want what i need & i need what will keep me happy. I don’t need to depend on a man, but to be comfort when it’s needed is helpful. Little things annoy me. I get pissed off easily. I try to keep it in, i try in the relationship, but i’m still new to this. But I can’t take it anymore. Its causing me anxiety. Cause me stress. I have enough from my body already. I’m just not hyperactive example like you. If only you calmed down a notch probably things wouldn’t get out of hand. If only you knew how I Felt when you do or say things. Especially towards other people. A girl fell for you already, is it going to happen again? You’re way too nice. Just keep your thoughts to yourself. Keep yourself under control. Always excited for no reason, i guess i’m not looking for a kid, not looking for a homie, not looking for a nigga, i’m looking for a man. But sometimes you don’t act like it. It’s not even easy to explain it. But I dont need a “oh shitt whaaaaaat nigga” in my life. Too hood for me. Youll find someone like you, exactly like you. But i ain’t no G, i’m not thug, i can’t talk like you, i can’t joke around like you, ii’m nothing like you, we have nothing in common anymore. I guess i’m done trying now, i dont know what I want anymore, i don’t know what i need, i don’t know. Mistakes happen too many times, sorry has been said too many times and it hasn’t even been half a year yet. I can’t do this. I take back everything I said, I’m sorry for putting you through this. I don’t want to look into the future anymore. I need to do me from now on.